I got down and dirty in the classroom today. I tried changing how I teach. And it was HARD. Change is hard. I felt myself wanting to retreat back into my comfortable old teaching practices. The ones that I knew would be ‘successful’ or easy. Instead of doing that, I did what I ask my students to do every day. I pushed through the discomfort and I kept trying.
Don’t get me wrong. I change my teaching practice A LOT. I love learning new ways of doing things and giving them a go. Some things stick and somethings don’t. Sometimes change and learning comes easily and sometimes it means diving deep into the learning pit.
I reflected with a co-worker later in the day, someone who I often bounce ideas off and get a lot of inspiration from. As she walked away at the end of our chat she threw her arms in the air and said “get comfortable with not knowing!”.
After all, unless we are comfortable with not knowing, how will we ever begin to question? Don’t we need to give in to vulnerability if we’re going to grow, learn, change?
And that’s exactly what this blog is. Me, not knowing, and getting damn comfortable with it.
Do you embrace not knowing? Tell me about it.